When i feel this way i go back to God and see my position as His Child. All the efforts will be paid up, i know,,,i will teach me even repeating it 100x
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Fight the good fight.
I saw her drawing again, and look at it , there are words in the drawing as if it's a comics but no meaning. and she read it to me ba,ba,ba. Still, no words, where have I gone wrong? 2 years now and 2 months now after her implantation. Been trying to reach to her, Is it me, is it my fault? NO, God has a plan and the healing is coming.
Monday, October 4, 2010
anybody from La Salle Taft,Admin or teachers
anybody from La Salle Taft,Admin or teachers
i heard there is a SPED scholarship in La Salle and i am so much interested, i 'm just hoping somebody from my multiply friends now something about this, I will go next week together with Katrina at PID, my mind is so full of things again,,decisions that will make a big difference again,i pray God to give me revelation to this ,,
Friday, October 1, 2010
PRESSING ON
I just met a mom in sm southmall , just like Katrina she also wears cochlear implant but different brand, we speak the same language, asking same questions, feel the same frustrations.
She said one word that struck me "Kung alam ko lang na ganito kahirap hindi ko na sana pina implant ang anak ko"( If i only knew how hard it is, i wish i didn't gave her implant) .
Even though, I been in all trials before, during and after her implantation , i will never said this words..I will never regret i gave her a cochlear implant. Hearing the world is a connection to people, we will all go into process and process hurts and hard but we will pass this, we will move on, inspite the circumstances I will still praise God, and continue to proclaim she is healed.
Cochlear implant is a gift from God, with the help of all His angels, it is a tool for my child to hear and speak, and I know miracle will happen,,,i will press on,,,,without any regrets
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Novel
People sometimes think that language is just about conversation but it's more than that. It's how children learn about the world.Without the ability to understand speech, Katrina can't understand the concept of danger, so how can i keep her safe?
She has to be shown everything. I have to demonstrate every possible danger instead of being able to tell her. Sometimes I feel like I'm swimming across the ocean. I can't tell you how many close calls there have been. Climbing too high and wanting to jump,wandering away,walking up to growling dogs. She didn't know to be afraid.
Those are only part of my worries. Most of the time , I worry about the obvious things. Whether she'll be able to talk normally, go to school, make friends, be accepted. It's not exactly what I imagined raising a child would be like.
We have to understand..Katrina works so hard everyday. While other kids can play outside,she has to sit in a chair, staring at picture books, trying to figure out the world. It takes her hours to learn what other kids can grasp in minutes.
She has to be shown everything. I have to demonstrate every possible danger instead of being able to tell her. Sometimes I feel like I'm swimming across the ocean. I can't tell you how many close calls there have been. Climbing too high and wanting to jump,wandering away,walking up to growling dogs. She didn't know to be afraid.
Those are only part of my worries. Most of the time , I worry about the obvious things. Whether she'll be able to talk normally, go to school, make friends, be accepted. It's not exactly what I imagined raising a child would be like.
We have to understand..Katrina works so hard everyday. While other kids can play outside,she has to sit in a chair, staring at picture books, trying to figure out the world. It takes her hours to learn what other kids can grasp in minutes.
Monday, May 10, 2010
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